His voice soothes my troubles being whenever I'm sad, mad, or just upset. It's full of love and concern; it's gentle and sweet. It is a lovely sound to hear. I know how he feels and what's on his mind just from his voice. When he sings, sometimes I just want to cry. It's that powerful and full of emotion. I can be in the worst of moods, and he only has to talk to me or sing for me; then I'm filled with the love I have for him and he has for me. It is a wonderful, heart felt sound when I hear him; the perfect voice. A soothing, peaceful melody that calms the worst of moods. His singing is a trip to paradise. I close my eyes and listen to him, and I'm overtaken by him, warmth flows over my body, happiness and joy fill my very soul. I know I've written and said so much, but I still don't feel like he would know how much he means to me and how much I love him. He has changed my life and is still doing so. Many times over again he has saved me. If not for him and his love and care and genuine committment, most likely than not, I would not be walking this earth. There has been time and time again that I would want to just end it, but then I think of him and can't do it. He holds my life and keeps me here. I love him and couldn't leave him in any way. I know he loves me, too, and that keeps me living. He has kept my mind from totally flipping over and going nuts. I know I'm on the weird side already, but if I didn't have this love and caring of, I can only imagine what I would have turned into without it, without him with me and always there for me. I cannot count how many times I've wanted to go out and do some outrageous thing. Everytime, if I wouldn't of been with him and knowing, I stopped and told myself "No." He wouldn't want me to hurt myself or risk myself in any way, shape, or form, so I don't do whatever my mind comes up with for me to try. He has kept me together. He has kept me from so much that would ruin me and my life. He is with me and loving me, holding onto me, keeping me from doing somthing that I would later regret and wish I hadn't done. He means so very much to me. I love him with all I have to love someone. He means the world and more to me. How can I put into words what I feel and want to say? I have never been real great with words, but I do hope I do well enough to let him know how much I feel for him. I just want him to know that I trully, fully, and completely love him and only him. He is my one and only true love. I love you Josh!